bengang!

Perempuan. . mmg x habis2 dgn masalah mulut kan?. .ak rasa mmg ak patot emo wat entry ni sb ak mmg terok kena dgn seorang PEREMPUAN!. .ok fine.I admit,mmg ak agak nakal. .kat kampus ponteng itu biasa. apa yg menyebabkan ponteng ak admit salah ak bila selalu terlajak tdo x sempat bangon pg sebab tdo lmbat. .tdo lmbat x kisah lah sebab ak kuar or ak dok umah tp gatal nk stay up..well,dats my problem. .rasanya x perlu kot nk cerita everything kat kawan2 kelas and all the lecturers about ape aku buat kat luar sebab itu hak aku as long as ak x mencemarkan nama uitm!. .oh perempuan!. kaki belit!kaki tipu!. .depan ak pandai la ko wat2 baik ala2 suci murni mcm tuh!. . sampai hati buat fitnah sampai kami semua kena jumpa kP. .di tuduh sebagai bohsia!pompuan sundal!. .malu ko taw x??bilA masok kelas all the classmates pandang mcm ada setan tgh lalu!. .ntah ape lagi ko crite kat dorg!. .siyesly malu!apa dosa aku kat ko?apE salah aku?. .ada ke aku kacau life ko?. .x penah kan pompuan\??. .3 months. .makan sama2. .keluar sama2. .1 group everytime ade keje group. .teman ko sana sini. . bawak ko keluar bila ko bosan. .tnye ko da mkn ke blom kalau ak kuar n ko kat rumah. .mcm ni cara ko balas balik?. .berdosa ke bila aku wat sume 2?. .salah ke bila aku peduli pasal ko. .cover ko. .even k0 da penah wat taik skali hr 2. .,ak boleh lg angkat muka senyum. .but this time mmg ak angkat tangan dgn kaku sebab ko MELAMPAU!. .sgt melampau sampai kami di bawa ke pihak atasan. .atas ape sebab?kamin menyundal ke ko yg menyundal?. .kami ke yg bawak jantan masok rumah sampai ke dalam?. . kami ke?. .kalau ko rase terpinggir x de mulut ke nk bercakap?. .perlu ke sampai wat fitnah mcm ni skali?ak x suka marah2. . aku x suka maki hamun orang dan ak paling x suke angkat tangan aku kalau org x sentuh aku. .tapi dis time,ak tercabar!. .tercabar dgn sikap ko yg ingat bila aku diam aku x boleh nk bertindak. .salah orang!. .what a big mistake!. .harapkan bertudung tapi hati busuk!. .but,dalam bnyak2 lect yg membenci ada gak yg care bout us. .listen to us what's really happening. .thanks to Sir Zul. .even dinner td he still text us and glad that we're coming. thanks for believing us. .now reputation we all kat uitm sgt buruk . kenapa ye?mmg adult ni akan percaya based on 1 side story je?. .mentang2 his son report then she'll believe 100% percents?cakap kami ni kosong?just because we all x pergi direct kat dia. .ape yg dia pk?just her reputation?her faculty's reputation?. .kami students ni x peduli?. .dis is all about reputation. .lect kat cni x sama dgn lect kat my previous uitm .now I miss them. .x kira ada problem ke x.. kami di layan sama. .bukan kalau yg kaki kipas dapat layanan special while yg x communicate with them layan macam sampah. .perlu ke nak kipas?. .I don't understand. .to be a human resources student is really hard. .really hard to cope with people who cares about the reputation. .no consideration. .just rules and system. .treated like I dunno how to explain. .where's the bond?what's the bond. . 

Norazila Bt amir. .hopefully ko da puas hati dgn ape ko da wat. .selalunya doa org yang teraniaya akan termakbul. .even ak x de la baik sgt but I know..I don't deserve this. .u give me shit,then u'll get hell. .welcome to ur nitemare coz dis is the beginning. . what I feel rite now,u'll get worse. .What I get rite now,u'll get more. .I'm suffering..then u'll feel like u wanna die..mark my words!

 p/s: harap maaf sekiranya penggunaan bahasa yg amat kasar..but,den mmg x tahan dah marah ne!

quick update!

hey peeps!. .sgt jarang nk update ini belog. .haih. .it's not because I malas or what but tenet lembap mcm siput n I plak x de nk bwk beRok band dtg cni. .sgt lah haruuu. . oh my b!pLs. .syg nk bb. .ngeeiii~. . currently tgh holiday fer a week!. .hello!cuti ni sndri pnye k. .just fer my batch. .sO,last week..kinda happy n enjoy la..sb my boifie came to visit me in Arau!!. .thanks b. .how romantic. .penat2 je dtg cni,bukan x ley balik. . even jap je but still happening. .lepak2 kat jeti. .pusing2 mkn nasi kandar. .haha. .then jalan2 taman ular. .pergh!kat kLantan x de kan sume ni?. .hee~. . I already miss u rite now even baru je jumpe. .hoping dat u'll come again to spend time with me my dear. .muah!. . 

how's my life rite now?. .yuCks!!. .sgt seronok bila dapat further study. .but sgt tak seronok life kat cni. .the environment. .the lecturers. .oh!how i miss my previous lecturers. .where we they treat me like a student. .not like an elementary student just like here. ..i wonder what will gonna be dis sem?. . what will happen after May. .where would I be after June?. .now I'm crapping. .

hey Love. . I loVe u. .

hey b. .dis entry is 4u. .4u my <3. .4u my only 1 that I love most. .4u who is willing to share everything with me. . my sadness. .my happiness. .ur my shoulder for me to lean on when I'm sad. .when I fall. .when I'm in the middle of nowhere. .u'll always with me. .dear <3. .what am I going to say is. .even I'm far. .and getting far away from u. .it doesn't mean dat my love had fade away. .my <3 will always be with u dear. .thanks for the lovely 4 months. .being with u was the everything that I treasured. .everything I said. .everything I do. .it shows my <3 4u. .even sometimes I talked crap. .even sometimes i kinda rejecting u. .but deep in my heart,there's love 4u dat will always be there. . 

dear b. .there's no one who ever can replace u. .ur the best thing I never knew I needed. .I'm not a perfect woman. .but I'm trying my best to be a perfect woman 4u. .Let the time lead us. .hoping that our love last ever after. .until the last of my breath. .

I know. .deep in my heart. .I won't be hurt by u. .and I'm trying best not to hurt u too. .thanks for asking me to be ur wife. .to be ur soul mate. .to be a part from ur life. .the one dat u wanna share ur life with. .how I feel like I'm blessed with u by my side. .I don't ever wanna say good bye to u. .don't ever wanna leave u. .cause I know. .ur da 1 for me. .I'm sure dat we'll be happy together dear. . 

I love u. .and I know my love is true. .for dis 4 months. .I've never ever been like I'm neglected. .even 4 months. .u still keep reminding me for every single days how much u love me. .thanks for the happiness. .I'm sorry 4 da tears. .1 drop of ur tear,it hurts me 1000 times dear. .I'm sorry. .I love u dear. .

I just want to see you
When you're all alone
I just want to catch you if I can
I just want to be there
When the morning light explodes
On your face it radiates
I can't escape
I love you 'till the end

I just want to tell you nothing
You don't want to hear
All I want is for you to say
Why don't you just take me
Where I've never been before
I know you want to hear me
Catch my breath
I love you 'till the end

I just want to be there
When we're caught in the rain
I just want to see you laugh not cry
I just want to feel you
When the night puts on it's cloak
I'm lost for words don't tell me
All I can say
I love you 'till the end. .