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Saturday, November 27, 2010

da big day is tomorrow. .

tomorrow. . tomorrow. . tomorrow is da day dat I've been waiting for sooo long. . i think so. . 28th November 2010 will be a turning point in my life. . what's up wit da date?..getting marrried?getting engaged?...getting divorce?...getting a job?...no..no..no..esok result for application uitm. . degree daa...for the 2nd time. . 1st time smbg degree sape suh aku benti?..sape suh ak wat hal?..skang baru nk thegeh2 menyesal...awww..sgt menyesal...hopefully I'll get da chance back. .a chance where I wasted it. .for God sake I'm freaking stupid. . letting go the chances which is very valuable..not only for me..also for my folks..harap dapat la...even my friends said dat I mesti dpt punya,but still x nk over confident. . tomorrow is da day...da day dat will change my life. . a hope dat had been kept for several months. . da feelings...da regret. . da hatred. . da sadness . the happiness. . what will happen?...da la several days ak bnyak wat my folks sakit hati jek..but not my fault...sape suh besarkan bnda2 yang kecik n simple...why adults mesti nk complicated kan bnda yg simple?..sumtimes I feel like kinda suck. . living wit them..babbling without hala tuju. .dats wut i said la...but for them there must be sumthng. .
uhh..tgk??..I ngarot ag. . jz nk share kenevesan ak tggu result esok tp da merapu x ten2 hala...watefak tol la...
God,pls help me...afta dpt masuk..janji nk blaja tol2. . siap wat list ag taw. .

janji2 saye lau dpt masok uitm:

  1.  saya janji nk blaja betol2..
  2. saya x kan kuar smpy ke subuh lagi bersuka ria dan bercengkerama..
  3. sya jnji  nk dapatkan result gempak
  4. saya x kan shopping smpy lebam awal sem smpy hujun sem sy jadi papa kedana 
  5. lau sy blaja jauh2,sy janji akan balik 2 mggu sekali. .                                           
erk??apekah janji2 ini/..ni semangat awal2..hehe. . but hopefully..sgt2 berharap. .dpt la masok.....uhhh...da x taw rase ape dah...need to sleep rite now...
nite sume..muah!

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